Dear Lulu

Dear Lulu,

If only there were words to describe you and if I had the courage to tell you, I would've a long time ago. But if you ever read this, please forgive me in doing so. I'm not here to attack you, I'm writing this because I have something to say and you need to hear me. In fact, don't just hear me. Listen to me.

You're not a bad person. You're simply misunderstood.
You don't understand your child, who's blossomed into something beautiful.
Had you given her the love she deserves, she'd be perfect. Just like you always wanted her to be.Had you given her kindness, she would not have faught you.
Even though, she's not like you nor like me, she's a human being. Had you have treated her like one, she'd be normal. To my eyes, she's normal.

She has a deeper sickness, that is, to seek your attention, your love and your guidance.

She may not be perfect, but she's trying. You call her lazy and you call her a liar. But if you had really listen to her, you'd know she's none of those.

Lulu, you're loved. Not just by me, but your daughter, Fae. You gave her the name Freedom, but what do you mean. Is it your freedom?

What happens if one day, she begins to realize, you don't want her. What happens if one day, she leaves you behind alone.

But don't worry, Lulu. Fae will never do such a thing. She loves you too much to leave you. She respects you highly even though she does not get that extra special treatment. You should be thankful that she's not like me. If I was her, I'd have run away, just to stop from feeling the fear you would have given me.

Lulu, you're not a bad person. You're just misunderstood. You're slightly mean, but only when you want to be. You see, we all look into your good side. You just have to deal with your negative feelings and tackle that hatred you have towards Fae.

If not, you truly have failed the test. The test of patience, sincerity, love, forgiveness and kindness.

I do apologize for I have written this about you. I do not hate you. I'm just upset and angry with you. I wish you could give more to Fae.

I'm writing this because I care. And, I hope you do to.

Sincerely,

Moyra